2014.3.28.
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The L Word Season 3 Soundtrack
Wether you fall
Tracy Bonham
Whether it's the sunshine whether it's the rain
Doesn't make a difference 'til you complain
Whether it's the water coming in from the roof
Does it piss you off that you're not water proof?
Whether you fall
means nothing at all
it's whether you get up
it's whether you get up
And you hate the silence as it fills up the room
And there's not much to say to your blushing groom
Maybe all eyes are on you as you finish the race
And the world sees you struggling for last place
Whether you fall means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
It's whether you get up
Whether you fall means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
whether you get up
Whether You Fall
means nothing at all
It's whether you get up
It's whether you get up
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这种年龄住在家中
满是尴尬和矛盾
他们仍然将你当成宝贝
却同时对你在社会中能有所成就满怀希望
他们催促你快点找到终身伴侣才能成家立业
却同时担心你的晚归和夜不归宿恨不得一小时三通电话随时监控
而自己
又希望能够陪伴他们左右争分夺秒的相聚
又希望能与伴侣时刻相伴
所以有时被撕扯着觉得心累
本来都是好意
到最后阴差阳错的都变成了针锋相对
就想起这首歌
在上一个漫长的寒冷飘雪冬季陪伴了许久
在不同的城市在相同的城市在路上
缩在床上看着窗外的枯枝
坐在greyhound上看着远处的远处深深浅浅灰色天空
躺在家中地毯上看窗外漫天肆无忌惮飞舞的大片雪花
那时虽然累
心里却是踏实且对未来充满向往的
现在却越来越陷入家庭和个人的dilemma
有时是真的想怎么的放纵一番
烟酒全上才能解脱
大多数时间里都需要上进和乐观
负面情绪堆积到一定程度
就想破罐子破摔
歌里面一直重复着whether
倒真的有心理暗示一样产生无所谓的心里
whether u fall means nothing at all
多好啊
随意来
来吧来吧一起吐槽一起哭一起抽烟一起喝酒
晃荡一夜第二日又是愤世嫉俗的屁民精英
PS. 图在电脑里存了很久
chicago上空的太阳云层和湖面映照出的城市高楼
根本不敢想象离开和再次相遇
在高空的那十几小时内心的上上下下